* I've found e brightness,iz always wif me... *

Wa today meet 4 proj at 10am... cant wake up siaz... eyelid feels like a tonne... n AGAIN late lo, tis time late 1 an e half hr... all my other grp members reach liao i still haven reach, i guess peer evaluation die liao lo... anyway still went then gotta share com n 1 pathetic chair with sl cos no place le... we did till bout er... i dun rem wat time i onli noe i hungry le then go n partly bcos sl keep saying she scared yong cheng come liao, c her then take out his taekwondo black belt , flex his fingers n break her in half... all bcos she till now haven gif him e part of e proj due since 2 days ago n he gotta wait 4 her part to be done b4 he can do his... wahaha... laugh until peng... but he v nice 1 la wun... at most keep quiet onli lo, dun even dare shout at pple ah... anyway sl n me went south canteen eat "zhai" n saw mag n adrian so they came 2 share a table wif us lo... but was a little awkward 4 sl cos she dunoe them ma... then end up curtis also came... poor sl, hope she wun mind cos all my frenz... haiz anyway after wat i noe "sum1" told me, i wasnt suspecting anytink at all... sorry sumtinks i cant tell i promised le but tt "sum1"... oh no... i totally admire... tt person was so bubbly n cheerful as usual i totally din suspect anytink gg on at all... but onli God noes, there's SOOOO much tt happened, when tt person told me i was totally shocked... seriously i dunoe how 2 react, i dunoe wat 2 do, juz shocked... tt person's world is like crushing down i dunoe how hirm(mixture of him n her, i cant say iz him or her) can take it at all... at tt time i couldnt feel anytink at all cos my feelings r usually slower than others, i couldnt feel anytink at all other than shock... i dunoe how 2 console hirm as hirm told me everytink n slowly hirm voice broke (i noe n i notice e voice gonna break soon) n a single tear dropped... n u definately cant believe wat i did... i onli patted hirm shoulder n say "dun cry"... can u believe it??? seriously i dunoe wat 2 do, all i wanted is 2 juz break down n cry like hirm too but i cant... iz like adding fuel 2 fire... i dun wan later i am e 1 being consoled... n wat i totally admire hirm is tt after tt hirm can quickly wipe wateva tears n sadness n b back 2 hirm usual self again... i cant believe it... if iz was me i'll definately cry non-stop cos i once ALMOST went through tis b4 but it all seems like a misunderstanding... i dunoe... after tt i went home n cried 2... wheneva i had nothin 2 do, i tink of it, i was on e verge of tears... i dunoe y, cos i guess hirm is my gd fren(sorry i cant specify e level of closeness here) i cant bear hirm gg through all these cos i noe if it was 4 me i definately cant take it, but hirm is strong... i wanna send a msg, make a call 2 ask if everytink's alrite but i cant bring myself 2 do it... later iz i cry how? i dunoe... can sum1 teach me wat 2 do n dun ask who or wat it is???

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