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Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Too many pple asked me this question, then it finally set me thinking... i know clearly what i want when i go back, but how am i suppose 2 explain to pple?

What do i want in life?

It is somehow diferent from others, difference is so big if i eva say it out, pple'll think i'm trying 2 b God... mayb not God, if saint, yes mayb...

but if u were expecting answers like "oh i wanna study in this n this place after grad" or "i wanna b this n this rich in how many years down the road" or "i wanna get married at tis age and have how many children", then i'm sorry, i wasnt even thinking about all these at all... is 'jiu, se, cai, qi, ming, li, en, ai' all pple want?

i thought and i thought, i seriously thought deeper, but it aint getting anywhere at all... mayb i'm too lucky and blessed, i dont have to worry i might have nuthin to eat at the next meal, or i might have to go begging on the streets if i dont think about how to get money...

yes thats exactly how i am now... but then i thought again, 'ren ban tian shi, tian ban ren shi', God will path this way for me...

i dont wanna think about this again, makes me lose my sense of direction...
and i also wish pple would stop thinking i have big ambitions and riches hidden sumwhere, all my riches are safe with God, i dont have much with me now...

# posted by icyash | 2:02 PM | 0 comments

There is nuthin about u in it at all... i cant believe it... running headlong into it without thinking at all, this isnt the 1st time... how many times of hurt will it take 2 make u learn not 2 b so silly??? but of course i dun have much right 2 tell u all these, if eva u did use that little bit of brain 2 consider deeper of wat i said, u wouldnt have 2 go through all these... by having said all these, i'm sad 2 say i tink i couldnt have been a very gd fren... iz juz my temperament again...

Tan Li Fei, i juz hope u will stop thinking u r e cleverest, ur soul would have very much appreciate it...

# posted by icyash | 12:19 PM | 0 comments

Too eager to impress, so much so that I cant face myself to think about it now... How have I become such a mean person but yet appears affable? I'm letting the compliments get the better of me which is somewhat intolerable to me...

# posted by icyash | 10:16 AM | 0 comments

~ Spirited Away ~
Somewhere, a voice calls, in the depths of my heart
May I always be dreaming, the dreams that move my heart
So many tears, of sadness, uncountable through and through
I know on the other side of them, I'll find you.
Every time we fall down to the ground, we look up to the blue sky above
We wake to its blueness, as for the first time
Though the road is long and lonely, and the end far away out of sight
I can watch these two arms, embrace the light.
As I bid farewell, my heart stops, in tenderness I feel
My silent, empty body begins to listen to what is real
The wonder of living, the wonder of dying
The wind, town and flowers, we all dance one unity.

Somewhere, a voice calls, in the depths of my heart
Keep dreaming your dreams, don't ever let them part
Why speak of all your sadness, or of life's painful woes
Instead, let the same lips sing a gentle song for you.
The whispering voice, we never want to forget, in each passing memory
Always there to guide you
When a mirror has been broken, shattered pieces scattered on the ground
Glimpses of new life, reflected all around.
Window of beginning, stillness, new light of the dawn
Let my silent, empty body be filled and reborn
No need to search outside, nor sail across the sea
Cause here shining inside me, it's right here inside me
I've found a brightness, it's always with me.

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