* I've found e brightness,iz always wif me... *

1 n a half days of work, i had quite enuff... ok i admit wheneva it comes to workin, i haf nuthin nice 2 say... yest i spent almost e whole day waitin n waitin... my sup was on half day leave n so i sit n waited n waited 4 her 2 come n collect me while i sit in another office wif pple casting me looks tt suggest i'm an alien... i juz sit dere e whole morning doing my own stuff... n den lunch, i thot i'm definitely destined to eat alone n den came sum guys ask me go lunch n i actually rejected... serve me right lo... but seriously i dun tink i can live w/o girl frenz in my life... who cares about guys?? n den i went2 lunch... alone... n my sup came n collect me n say head sup is on leave till fri n dey dun realli noe wat 2 do wif me either n gif me sum crap 2 read... iz soooo borin n needless 2 say, of course i did not read all tt crap... i played games online n i tink sup saw but she ignored, i read my own bks, she also ignored... i realli wonder is she realli my sup?? n she did not intro me 2 e other pple either... till now, no1 knew me n no1 knew i m new here n no1 knew who i m... n during lunch today, i keep praying n praying sum1 would ask me go lunch tgt even if iz all guys, i would still agree, but no... i went alone again... i dunoe how long tis is gonna last... every1 seems 2 busy 2 bother about me... sup keep askin me 2 read n try 2 understand even though i've expressed tt i do not... nevertheless, she still wans me 2 do so... i thought at least she doesnt expect me 2 noe it right away... n here i am, readin n readin, not work, but story bks... n i c e girl sitting in front of me at e right, she's also reading a bk, her com screen blank... now i do realli wonder do tis company hire pple here 2 come n read bks?? haf dey got too much $$?? n since we're not needed, y do they still ask me cum 2 work tis wk?? iz a waste of my time n their $$... many says iz ok wat, nuthin 2 do n get $$... i haf a prob wif it... i've got so much 2 do for camp n youth grp n here i m wasting time here readin bks n still, gettin $$, when every single night of tis wk, i'm so packed wif activities n in e daytime i'm actually wasting my time... i dun wish 2 do my camp stuff at work cos i dun wanna get caught n gif my youth grp a bad name... i wanna quit, i can, but i cant... i dun wanna b blacklisted by tis company 4 life cos a big shot company in sg u c... Zhen Shi Wu Nai!! AARRRGGG!!!!!

# posted by icyash | 2:23 PM | 0 comments