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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

today i was practically realli rotting at home wif nuthin to do so 1st tink after breakfast cum lunch, i sent out as many resumes as i can... even if they say iz a 2 months assignment i juz send i'm not gonna care so much anymore... i realli need a job!!! i guess if tis week if i haven got any job then i can forget all about working already... cos after tis wk till end of my holidays iz exactly 1 month n then who would wanna hire pple who can work for less than a month... n after e resumes e whole time i was blogging... halfway through blogging, a job agent called me again n offered me tis HR data entry job n working hours is either 9-6 or 8.30-5.30, 5 days week... i requested pay to be $6/hr and above n she said not problem... yea till tis point everytink bout e jobs sounds ok, in fact it is good... but... workplace is at bedok... then everytink becomes not ok... i realli dunoe if i should take it up anot... anyways i decided 2 go 2 e agency 1st tml 2 c wats it all about cos e agent told me if e client din choose me, she's got other temp jobs for me... n so i got kl n del 2 go wif me except del couldnt confirm cos she's getting her fren 2 work for sean... haiz, i'm nv gg back 2 sean cos iz telemarketing again n now i realli hate it, n 1 more imp tink, i dun tink he has e ability 2 pay me e pay tt i wanted already cos i'm suspecting he's being demoted...2 b on e safe side i beta not go back in case he runs away... alrite... hope i can get a job tt i like soon enuff...

# posted by icyash | 4:25 PM | 0 comments

27th Sep 2005
The alarm woke me up at 7 juz like yesterday, except today, i decided not 2 go 2 work already... so i went back 2 sleep... at 9.15 i was woken up again n ask i got tt kinda juz woke up voice it realli sounds like i've got sore throat so i called Zann n said "i tink i cant work today cos i'm not feeling v well, i have a little bit of sore throat..." then Zann said "ok" then i continued "n i tink i dun wanna work anymore so i have 2 give e 2 days prior notice rite so i work for u till thurs ok?" yes i finally said it out... n i wasnt sick at all, i juz dun wanna work... n then Zann said i dun have 2 go ready she's fine wif me not doing tt 2 day... i was like "oh good"... except i mite not get my pay for yest tt i worked... she din say tt directly but she juz said "u call e agent n tell her" n then when we hung up, i went back 2 sleep sumore... dun say i'm a pig... i was realli tired due 2 yesterday's activities... realli realli tired... then when i woke up n called josephine my agent n she said they mite deny i work for them cos iz onli 1 day... so i gotta get my timesheet signed fast by today n gif it 2 her so they cant lie... alrite anyway there's nothing 2 do today so del went wif me... i had 2 go 2 my work place 1st 2 get e timesheet sign but i went dere all alone cos del got sumtink 2 do 1st... wasnt tt boring cos at least i've got my mp3 n my "the mediator"... e office is juz as same as eva, so dead n boring n pple cant b bothered wif u... anyway tis doesnt matter cos i'm nv eva coming back again... hoho... though i'm leaving, Zann was still rather nice 2 me n she juz signed it n i go off... to bugis where e agency is... but i went 2 del's house 2 meet her 1st n then we went back 2 kcp 2 get ezlink card from her sis... how we miss those days in sch... how we wish we could still b wearing our uniforms n go back 2 tt same old sch tt we loved so much... haiz... there's always an end 2 everytink gd or bad... after tt we headed 2 bugis n went 2 e agency... n josephine told me she signed but it wasnt stamped... i nearly fainted... then she said iz alrite she mail it 2 them n get it for me... phew... then she said she'll c wat temp jobs she can find for me n del, but i doubt she'll eva find me again cos 1st job wif tis agency already shows tt i'm those kinda happi then work, not happi then quit 1 already... i will onli bring her more trouble... haiz... i mean if tt's sum data entry or sales job she got me, i swear i wun leave after 1 day... mayb if i not happy i will leave after 2 days instead n not 1 day... heh... yea tt's me... then went for lunch n shopping wif del but at tt time though iz onli 5pm plus... we were dead tired already, what wif so much walking n e weather is scorching... almost got a heat stroke n all we wanted 2 do is sit down in a bus n close our eyes in silence for a long long long time... yea we got half our wish... got up a bus, closed my eyes but standing n for a while onli... was tt counted? it is realli realli packed n del say if she keep saying out loud "i'm v tired i wanna sit" then mayb sum1 will gif up their seats for her... yea yea... fat hope... pple'll juz ask u 2 shut up n get down e bus... yep tt's all for tuesday... n both of us r outta jobs n damn tired...

# posted by icyash | 3:09 PM | 0 comments

haiz... now i can write in here again cos i'm outta job again... tink i've juz broken a record... 1 day of work n i'm gone... ok lets c... today is wednesday so i'll start on monday 1st...

Monday 26th Sep 2005
i realli woke up v early juz bcos i dun wanna b late on e 1st day of my work... work starts at 9.30am n i set my alarm 2 go off at 7am... but as usual, i lie in bed for another half an hour more... then i dunoe y, i'm still late... i thot my work place area mite not have any veg stall so i brought sum cakes n when i took e lift down 2 take bus i rem i left e cakes on e table... tt's y i was late... n i was rather scared in e sense of "butterflies in e stomach" cos i was running late... wat if my manager scold me in front of every1 leh? i reach dere bout 9.50 n was told 2 go into a meeting room n inside dere's a man sitting dere ready... i thot he's e manager or wat cos he's wearing rather formally... i dunoe where 2 sit so i chose a seat further away from him... then he went "We're (he n e person who hired me - Zann) having a discussion here so mayb u would like to sit here." n so i sat at where he told me 2 cos as i juz walked into e room, Zann went out 2 get sumtink... n so i secretly confirmed 2 myself he's one of e managers dere... he said "So u got caught up in e traffic huh?" i was like "ya ya" cos if he's e manager i wasnt about 2 let him noe i'm e sort of person who whether i wan it or not will seldom b on time... then he said sumtink else 2 me i dunoe wat, couldnt hear clearly cos he's like trying 2 slang his eng so i was like fake smiling n nodding... then Zann came in (finally, phew) n when we started e "training" of telemarketing then i realised e guy in formal is actually in e same position as me, new telemarketer... feel real stupid... haiz wateva... n i was tinking how come deres onli 2 of us new 1s? guess we were e selected 1s lo cos kl went interview with me also at e same time then i was e onli 1 whose notified... sad case... after training iz e real tink ready lo n i was a little scared though i have quite sum telemarketing experience at aia but tt was diff, i dun have 2 talk 2 high position pple, tis time when i call, i asked for finance or IT manager straight away... juz imagine lo... n of course i did start calling... i dunoe but i juz dread it soooo much... lunch @ 12.30 was juz as bad... i sat alone in e pantry eating my cakes n reading my "the mediator" all alone... pple walk pass e room n look at me like i'm sum pathetic tink... as soon as i finish my cakes i went outta ikea which is like juz beside my workplace... 2 walk alone... for tt whole hour... cos my lunch hour iz 1.5hrs... n lucky kl called on my phone 2 talk wif me through tt whole hour walking at ikea... i'm realli grateful... n then at 2pm i'm back 2 work again... i check my watch every few mins n juz wish n wish n wish for 5.30 2 come quick... nv had a job like tt b4... i seriously dunoe how i'm gonna stay for another few days on tis job, v much wanted 2 tell Zann say i dun wan tis job ready but it realli sounds ridiculous, work 4 1 day onli then wanna quit ready... 5.30 finally finally came... n i realli rushed out n head 2 queensway shopping centre cos later at nite have MFB at bukit merah dere, quite near, no point gg home... n walked alone 4 a while then meizhen joined me cos she's gg for MFB also, then we went 2 meet her frenz for dinner (i dunoe them) but both of them were rather frenly n i saw them b4... xinyi n wen bing... i always thot both of them were younger than me but xinyi n i were e same age n wen bing was like 2 yrs older than me... so shocked... then later yinghui came 2 join us... tt dinner was probably e best tink of e day... seriously...

# posted by icyash | 1:39 PM | 0 comments