* I've found e brightness,iz always wif me... *

been super tired lately since i came back from msia camp... slpt for like onli 4 hrs everyday in e camp n so i bcame e stoning queen... haha... cos everyday in msia camp at nite we will have a meeting, n dere was once at e meeting, i was so tired but 2 juz close my eyes n doze off super rude n so wif my well trained "open my eyes n slp" skill (thanz 2 alsagoff's lessons tt i mastered tis skill), i juz stone... n den ws zz handed me a stack of papers 4 me 2 pass over n i juz stared at it w/o noeing wat i'm lookin at... he hold e papers 4 so long n every1 was lookin... haha... tt muz b realli funny cos after holdin e papers 4 sumtime, he started waving e papers in front of me n i'm still stoning until, xl nudged me den i realize wats happenin... frm den on i bcame stoning queen lo cos wen i too tired i juz gif tt blank look n everytink i c n hear doesnt register at all... haha... so paiseh cos almost every1 ard e meeting table saw wat happened, n i instantly bcame e joke wen pple starts gettin tired... bt still, i enjoyed myself alot n i like tis planning comm beta den c camp's... cos i was nv left out a single time while wif dem... they made me feel so treasured n loved... but for juz once in e camp, here's another little joke... every1 in e room tried 2 wake me up in e morning but i wun wake, n wen i finally woke up, dey're preparing 2 go shower n wash up... den suddenly my left leg had tis horribly painful muscle cramp... it was soooo painful i tried 2 shout 4 help bt no words came out, n i can onli hold onto my leg under e blanket... cruelly, my roommates all stand at e door n say "hey lifei, we go shower 1st le hor, bye bye..." n i could onli hold onto my left leg, looked at dem pathetically n try 2 shout 4 help... n dey left... juz like tt... haha... poor me... dey say dey thot i was lazy 2 get up n let me lie dere awhile more, din c me in pain leh... haiz but anyways, tt's realli funny too n we had a gd laugh...

in tis camp i did learnt quite abit n experience a v different camp experience frm sg... like wat e campers dere expect from camps like tt... n i realli muz say, thou dey're like onli sec sch age, their mindset n tinking is already way pass tt... they noe y they're here today n they wan 2 learn, they dun wanna waste their time... n i'm realli touched how they appreciate us 4 planning it 4 dem... but for us, i tink we learn from dem more than they learn from us... during sharing is wen all e emo-ing starts n makes me wanna cry... n i realli cant believe words like tt can come out from kids at tt age... e last straw was when i saw 2 brothers, they're alwaz at loggerheads, but e big bro can say how much he love his lil' bro on stage thou he alwaz sounded harsh n lil' bro ran up e stage 2 hug his big bro... i tink every1 cried... who will expect 2 guys 2 express n show their love like tt in front of so many pple... it is indeed e grace of God... n iz yuan tt we all can come tgt from 2 diff countries n many diff states of msia... gan en TESD... if not i would nv noe such lovely pple n learnt so much... i definitely came back wif much more hope for BYs den when i left 4 e camp...

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