* I've found e brightness,iz always wif me... *

haiz... now i can write in here again cos i'm outta job again... tink i've juz broken a record... 1 day of work n i'm gone... ok lets c... today is wednesday so i'll start on monday 1st...

Monday 26th Sep 2005
i realli woke up v early juz bcos i dun wanna b late on e 1st day of my work... work starts at 9.30am n i set my alarm 2 go off at 7am... but as usual, i lie in bed for another half an hour more... then i dunoe y, i'm still late... i thot my work place area mite not have any veg stall so i brought sum cakes n when i took e lift down 2 take bus i rem i left e cakes on e table... tt's y i was late... n i was rather scared in e sense of "butterflies in e stomach" cos i was running late... wat if my manager scold me in front of every1 leh? i reach dere bout 9.50 n was told 2 go into a meeting room n inside dere's a man sitting dere ready... i thot he's e manager or wat cos he's wearing rather formally... i dunoe where 2 sit so i chose a seat further away from him... then he went "We're (he n e person who hired me - Zann) having a discussion here so mayb u would like to sit here." n so i sat at where he told me 2 cos as i juz walked into e room, Zann went out 2 get sumtink... n so i secretly confirmed 2 myself he's one of e managers dere... he said "So u got caught up in e traffic huh?" i was like "ya ya" cos if he's e manager i wasnt about 2 let him noe i'm e sort of person who whether i wan it or not will seldom b on time... then he said sumtink else 2 me i dunoe wat, couldnt hear clearly cos he's like trying 2 slang his eng so i was like fake smiling n nodding... then Zann came in (finally, phew) n when we started e "training" of telemarketing then i realised e guy in formal is actually in e same position as me, new telemarketer... feel real stupid... haiz wateva... n i was tinking how come deres onli 2 of us new 1s? guess we were e selected 1s lo cos kl went interview with me also at e same time then i was e onli 1 whose notified... sad case... after training iz e real tink ready lo n i was a little scared though i have quite sum telemarketing experience at aia but tt was diff, i dun have 2 talk 2 high position pple, tis time when i call, i asked for finance or IT manager straight away... juz imagine lo... n of course i did start calling... i dunoe but i juz dread it soooo much... lunch @ 12.30 was juz as bad... i sat alone in e pantry eating my cakes n reading my "the mediator" all alone... pple walk pass e room n look at me like i'm sum pathetic tink... as soon as i finish my cakes i went outta ikea which is like juz beside my workplace... 2 walk alone... for tt whole hour... cos my lunch hour iz 1.5hrs... n lucky kl called on my phone 2 talk wif me through tt whole hour walking at ikea... i'm realli grateful... n then at 2pm i'm back 2 work again... i check my watch every few mins n juz wish n wish n wish for 5.30 2 come quick... nv had a job like tt b4... i seriously dunoe how i'm gonna stay for another few days on tis job, v much wanted 2 tell Zann say i dun wan tis job ready but it realli sounds ridiculous, work 4 1 day onli then wanna quit ready... 5.30 finally finally came... n i realli rushed out n head 2 queensway shopping centre cos later at nite have MFB at bukit merah dere, quite near, no point gg home... n walked alone 4 a while then meizhen joined me cos she's gg for MFB also, then we went 2 meet her frenz for dinner (i dunoe them) but both of them were rather frenly n i saw them b4... xinyi n wen bing... i always thot both of them were younger than me but xinyi n i were e same age n wen bing was like 2 yrs older than me... so shocked... then later yinghui came 2 join us... tt dinner was probably e best tink of e day... seriously...

# posted by icyash | 1:39 PM