* I've found e brightness,iz always wif me... *

A chapter ended nicely, nicely enough to make me feel happi and yet sad e whole day... i couldnt concentrate on work, i dont know what to feel, i dont know whats e problem with me... Every single day i have been counting down to this day, and yet when it finally came, i wished it didnt... it was mainly because only till this day i realised how i have taken things for granted, and it is true, you would only realise how good it is until it's gone... then i blame myself, shouldnt i take initative earlier? then we could have developed a common understand and a good relaltionship, but only till this day, i realise there is a chance, an opportunity to do so... it is all too late, only on a 50% chance of getting back again... it all depends on fate whether i'll end up there, again, and then only to take it for granted, again...

The Big Joke of the Day

Last day of Ipp, my OIC finally treated me 2 lunch at a veg restaurant and bcos of me, every1 had 2 go dere too... kinda guilty... anyways we had steamboat buffet n it was great... n it was enjoyable with them, till when nick n eve went 2 take more food, my sup was juz sitting beside me wearing sleeveless, i bite into a corn, and the juice shoot onto my sup's arm... incredibly, she actually looked up e ceiling and said "oh there's water dripping down"... and of course i told her in a timid voice "sorry, it is from my corn..." n we laughed a little laugh... but i almost couldnt contain myself... it is so funny although i am the joke itself... i cant laugh there, i cant laugh loudly in office either, i cant laugh on the train, neither can i on the bus, but e minute i step into home i couldnt take it anymore, i laughed a good 5 mins then finally stopped when i'm tired from laughing, take a 10mins break, and laugh again... tink this is e most embarrassing n funny joke i eva had in my whole life... mayb reading this is not realli funny but u had 2 b dere 2 know how funny it is...

# posted by icyash | 10:47 PM