* I've found e brightness,iz always wif me... *

I've been quite very busy 4 e pass wk tt i hadnt time for blogs... though those activities r almost up 2 my neck, i'm happi... =) but e minor drawback is... dreams... b it sweet dreams, nitemares or weird 1s, i've had them all... iz weird i've been having quite alot of dreams tis yr... has BFG (big frenly giant) moved 2 sumwhere near me?? if he has, i hope he goes away soon... yea i noe if BFG is blowing sweet dreams my way, i shldnt have much 2 complain about, but e after effects of e sweet dreams... it makes it difficult for me 2 get back 2 reality... my sweet dreams never happens in reality, n when jerked back, i find myself still fantasizing about it... too often i wanna go back 2 tt sweet dream which i noe will never happen... if iz not gonna happen, i'd rather not dream about it... i'd rather have e nitemares which when i awoke wif sweat all over my forehead, i'm thankful i'm back 2 reality again... i noe reality is cruel, but since dere's no escaping it, i hope i can try enjoying it rather than hate it... nuthin is gd or bad, nuthin is enjoyable or insufferable, iz all humans thinking... (There's no good or bad, thinking makes it so. But there are consequences.)thats e prob... so yea i'm trying hard... n btw sum1 asked me y my blog so emo 1... haha frankly speaking, i dun realli like "emo" tis word, it appears tt i'm least emo amongst my frenz leh... my darlins nv saw me cry b4 leh, not a single tear... n i'm cold blooded, i'm a sadist... i dun care even if my sis is so sick n we're still gonna go up stage 2 perform... my frenz in e choir grp say y i like tt 1... yea i'm like tt... so how 2 b emo if i'm so cold? haha... not cold... iz cool... haha... kk tt's bout it... my main concern iz onli e dreams... juz pray hard BFG goes away soon... :p

# posted by icyash | 3:29 PM